After the first week I'm exhausted and completely burnt-out... I know the beginnings are always the worst, later it's all better. Just I'm homesick again and not used to learn anymore, and not learn surrounded by the other people, when I cannot focus, in a dorm's room :/
It's really hard to start all over again... But I know  that after those 5 years there are amazing perspectives waiting for me, better life etc. And then it will be finally time to create my own family, no more studying, just working and having my friends and relatives all around me, very close to me.

I hope God will give me a lot of strength to go through it all... I will need A LOT of strength...