Exams

I keep on fighting... Totally exhausted but still with huge reserve of power.

Cross ur fingers, Readers...

Maaaaaaay

Big tests are coming pretty fast! What's it gonna be?...
I keep learning, I was  also cutting the grass, already second time this year.

Coming back to One... I don't care. I've got another interesting boys around me, if he's not resolved yet.
Phi, life doesn't end on One!

I ADORE this song and music video!!!
xoxo, Eugenia

Confused (part 2)

Yes, he texted me first, but I can still see he writing to other gs or commenting on their pics or statuses... Don't really know how to feel...
And when I think of talking to the man I lost the chance to meet officially... I know he would be all into me... And that's what I would really need. The complete certainty.
Don't feel good about it all.

Big tests are coming in a week... I hope to meet him then and show him he may feel free to do all he would like to...

Oh confusion in my life never stops :D

Reverie

I'm feeling terribily sorry to tell u nothing has changed at all... But that's becoz I didn't have any opportunity last days to ''get'' him. I've got only two last weeks left to show him I noticed him... Later we will never meet again.
Although, after last year's experience , I mustn't tell I would never meet someone... :) Even if apparently it looks like our ways are apart...

Talking about the One, I must admit I cannot talk with him by the Internet... There's no lightness which I have with any other boy I chat with on e.g. facebook. I guess it might come from the fact we don't have too much common topics coz we met only a few times, we haven't got to know each other very well.
But anyway, even if I don't know a boy too perfectly, sometimes even if I didn't meet with him at all, I don't have any problem with talking to. So what's up this time?...

A song I'm totally in love with.

Spring?

Seeing there a message everyday makes me happy, at least for a while. Still don't feel that impulsiveness but appreciate this trying to be in touch with me... Sometimes maybe the someone's character is that reserved... Coz live One has no problem in talking spontaneously.
Ah I guess I shouldn't be looking for a problem in it.. Probably that's just how girls are - look for a problem everywhere :)
So I enjoy this moment however it feels.
Just a year ago I would have dyied for such a situation I am having now...
God still keeps a vigil ♥

Spring seems to be around, finally! Can't wait those sunny days...

Btw, the boy I noticed smiling to me 7 months ago can't stop looking at me... I'm confused, knowing he is a very valuable person but... One... But there are just 2,5 weeks left at this school, I need to catch as many contacs as possible so that later I wouldn't regret not getting to know someone... I'm gonna try.
Tomorrow, I swear.

Holidays

Happy Easter, readers! :)
Hope ur one is warmer than mine (snow, about 1 Celsius degree)...
Have a good time!

Heeeeey

It's been a really long time since I was here! A month ago I wrote last post... I know it's not ok but just sometimes I don't know what to think and I'm affraid of writing anything not to distroy a thing...
Things are still happening, but I'm still not sure how much I can trust it could succeed one day...
I need to think a lot of my university, what studies should I choose... So many questions! I'm not sure if I am able to cope with all the math and science subjects... Yes, I do have extra-curricular activities now to be better at it but... it's not that easy. I wish I could be already on studies on October but on the other hand - I'm scared of it as hell.
And One... I keep thanking God for such a miracle... just meeting One was something incredible, what absolutely couldn't have happened in normal atheistic life... Hallelujah!