So starting from the most important: I had wonderful time in France, was thinking a lot and finding everyday an argument on facebook that my boyfriend was creating - getting zero support, zero saying ''I miss you'', even more after two days of his being ''hugely offended'' by me and his not saying a word to me, I decided I have enough reasons to say ''it was nice but not exactly how I consider the relationship to look like''... Of course, he was keeping telling he doesn't understand a thing, he was doing his best, he loves me etc... And what? After almost a month since I broke up with him, I feel nothing I could call a longing! Yes, I can even tell I feel hugely relieved. No one is telling me what to do. He should take over his life and start being a responsible man. He has some problems with his studies because he didn't want to study last semester, he preffered to play Fifa games or watch tv... Yes, I was more like a man in this relationship, I was like 5 years older than he. If I should have a boyfriend, he needs to be responsible of his life, till then - I can live as a single, it is no problem for me, huh, I am just 20!!! I want to meet other people, not to be closed to the others like I was for last half a year...
Last month I travelled for my practical classes for studies into the mountains and last week - the seaside! It was an amazing time with my friends! And next week I am going to Switzerland again, I am so happy for it.
I can decide about my life like I want to. You can as well! Keep it on your mind everytime. Do not forget it is YOUR life...
