Yes, he texted me first, but I can still see he writing to other gs or commenting on their pics or statuses... Don't really know how to feel...
And when I think of talking to the man I lost the chance to meet officially... I know he would be all into me... And that's what I would really need. The complete certainty.
Don't feel good about it all.
Big tests are coming in a week... I hope to meet him then and show him he may feel free to do all he would like to...
I'm feeling terribily sorry to tell u nothing has changed at all... But that's becoz I didn't have any opportunity last days to ''get'' him. I've got only two last weeks left to show him I noticed him... Later we will never meet again.
Although, after last year's experience , I mustn't tell I would never meet someone... :) Even if apparently it looks like our ways are apart...
Talking about the One, I must admit I cannot talk with him by the Internet... There's no lightness which I have with any other boy I chat with on e.g. facebook. I guess it might come from the fact we don't have too much common topics coz we met only a few times, we haven't got to know each other very well.
But anyway, even if I don't know a boy too perfectly, sometimes even if I didn't meet with him at all, I don't have any problem with talking to. So what's up this time?...
Seeing there a message everyday makes me happy, at least for a while. Still don't feel that impulsiveness but appreciate this trying to be in touch with me... Sometimes maybe the someone's character is that reserved... Coz live One has no problem in talking spontaneously.
Ah I guess I shouldn't be looking for a problem in it.. Probably that's just how girls are - look for a problem everywhere :)
So I enjoy this moment however it feels.
Just a year ago I would have dyied for such a situation I am having now...
God still keeps a vigil ♥
Spring seems to be around, finally! Can't wait those sunny days...
Btw, the boy I noticed smiling to me 7 months ago can't stop looking at me... I'm confused, knowing he is a very valuable person but... One... But there are just 2,5 weeks left at this school, I need to catch as many contacs as possible so that later I wouldn't regret not getting to know someone... I'm gonna try.
Tomorrow, I swear.
