It has taken me some time to make this post, I know, but still many things happen in my life.
Summing up last year:
- I went on working out for the whole year (till now), I won with all coming dejection and the laziness; it makes me really proud of myself.
- I got to know plenty of valuable people who made my life more accomplished.
- I fixed and really reinforced the relations with my old friends (especially one) - my secret wish came true!
- But also I ended a realtionship which had lasted for 3 years and ment a lot to me, but with every year the second side was only stronger torturring me, not letting me say and do what I wanted to. Indeed, this end of the line helped me a lot and set free a part of me.
- There were a few boys that appeared in my life (I wrote of them a lot); when one bounced, the another one came along but sometimes also the old ones came back with double power. I've got really much memories (which come from that time) that still keep returning to me all the time. A lot of positive but also negative emotions appeared. But, in fact, I see it was an amazing time, I noticed feelings are really needed to us, they make us stronger and more adult person. This is astonishing to be able to feel something...
- There are about 3 or more boys that I'm still trying to daunt with their attempt to be someone more in my life. I remarked I can't flatly refuse or give someone the mitten, coz I always care too much not to hurt anyone.
- From then comes an expression by which at least two of my friends (boys) called me: ''femme fatale''...
- In my head there started to raise the awareness of what I want to do in my future life and - heading that way - I put bigger pressure on subjects as Math.
- Month by month I improve my playing the guitar skills. That year it was 4 years since I bought my first guitar!
- I got the biggest tan in my whole life but still this was not perfect...
Let's see what this year brings us... 2013, just be good to me!
