Tough coming back to normalcy

Well, still trying to take it off my head but it's still not that easy. And it's totally not normal that it lasts so long. Anomalously long... Afraid of thinking what it means...
I'm having much of studying and much other things to do but still keep coming back to this mind!

Yeah, it's really much of learning here. When I look at my books, at once I do much different things except using those books...

The weather doesn't seem to be springer one at all. Maybe that's the reason of my mood. But maybe this is not?...