Sad reality

Today it was a class trip, later some hanging out with my friends.  And coming back home. And the one thought in my head... Everywhere, especially while talking to my friend about her relationship.
And the awful feeling there's not much left I can do about it.
School's tomorrow. And lessons when I'm sure I won't meet anyone special. At least not THIS one. While on Tuesday I always used to meet One at most.
Trust me, I tried to live my life alone again but I just can't. I don't know how long it is going to take me to have a clear life situation back. Just like 2 years ago...

Don't know what to do. Only wanna sing the songs like my last cover (which is placed below, in last post).
But know I need to have a smile glued to my face and be cheerful like I was even better than fine.

Take care, readers. Hope ur life looks brighter now.