Never be sure something is done...

For some days (maybe weeks) I've been planning to come here and tell u about all the great things that happened lately. Today it all turned. The situation from a year ago is back. I would never expect it to be this way. (if u read my blog carefully, u know perfectly what situation I'm talking about)
I seemed to have this chapter of my life closed and the new one seemed to be starting. Now I don't know what to do.
I came here mostly to read my posts to remind myself how was the whole story going...