A sad reflection

I noticed that here are days when even after waking up in my head there's only this one thought: how it could be if One was closer and thinking what to do to make it happen. Then my mood is very melancholy and sometimes there's a smile on my face when I got reminded some beautiful situations I had with One...
I do already know what school One will be at and where One will be. My destiny for next year: get to the same place...
Is it sick? I think so.
I just can't get One out of my head... I really tried. It's been almost three months since there was nothing I could do coz for this time I saw One just a few times.

Somewhere I read that usually this feelling is like an addiction. Yes, it is. Believe me.

I must be more careful not to lose my mind.

Hah, One also likes Shakira...